Why can't I be more enthusiastic about what I have achieved. Because it's only a drop in the ocean. After the weekend have found that actually creating artwork in the new style where I am not copying other people and failing and drawing in abilitys and meida that I know and understand achieves more. Bth pieces are coming on well but I suppose in the enternal glass half full style am looking at it rather than a good start but that I still have so far to go and how long that may take.
Work is still very tedious and non interesting, which coupled with how much I could be achieving at home makes me down. I suppose many people do work they are not interested in. I still havn't heard from the possible role in Abingdon which is depressing, it is over a week now and another agency rings me yesterday with some half hearted attempt at a new position, not knowing , what role I am am looking for, where abouts or expected salary! Please see 'Things I Despise No:1" for clarification.
Daisy has left for Yenworthy. Jacki and Laura are sad. It's understandable, single mothers. Jacki says 'Wonder what they're doing now." I do empathise but welcome to my world. I have that every day. This is something I have to deal with all the time, 'what are they doing now etc.
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